For the next three weeks...

I'll be in GERMANY!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol omg I am soooo excited!!!!!!! However at the same time I'm gonna be missing Josh like woah :-( but it's ok :-) It's only for three weeks and I'll see him once I get back!!!

AH gees I just know that God is gonna do some AMAZING things while we're there and I can't WAIT to see what they are!!!!

So pray for travels :-) and that all 9 of us won't kill each other by the end of the three weeks hahahaha j/k :-p lol

until June 21st!!!! Goodbye USA!!!!!!!!!

The Weekend

~Things to do Today~
hurry up and get ready for the day!!!
take as many pictures for the Seminole Boosters as possible
drive HOME (again...blah and with gas $9028930432 per gallon *cringe*)
Sister's graduation dinner or something tonight...whatev free food :-D

~Friday~
Chill with the fam
SUZETTE'S HIGH SCHOOL GRADUATION!!
so that means taking a TON of pics!
give her her present!!!!! hehehehe

~Saturday~
not quite sure...
chill with the fam again
maybe go out on the boat?? oooooo!!!!
pray my grandmother's aren't in a cleaning mood :-\

~Sunday~
Church
Maybe see Josh????
If so go to church with him that evening :-)
yayness
Drive back to Tally!!

WHEW!!!!!!! lol looks to be a good weekend :-) So excited about my sister graduating!!!!!!!!!!!!

Secret Garden shh!!

haha ok so yesterday Doug, Jenna, and I got to hang out in Tally!!! So much fun! We went to Po' Boys which was YUMMY!!!!!!! and then Doug told us about this "secret garden" LOL just this little place that no one really knows about that we went to. sooooooo pretty!!! Had the coolest tree EVVERRRRR lol we just chilled there until the sunset, went to Brusters to get ice cream, and then Jenna and I worked on pics for Germany :-) ALot of fun and it was great being with them again!!!! I can't wait to go with them to GERMANY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok so here are some pics from yesterday:

Me and Josh

Ok so here are the pics Josh and I took when I saw him on Saturday :-) Can you say I love him like woah??? lol ah gees I don't know what I'd do without him!!!! not to mention he always makes me laugh LOL he's such a goofball :p

*tear*

so...today was the funeral for Josh's grandmother. He sang at it and it was GORGEOUS as always...surprisingly I didn't cry.
Ah gees...it was so good seeing him again but my heart breaks for him because of all the stuff he's going through right now.
My love for him grows everday and I'll be honest it's frustrating because sometimes I'm confused of what kind of love it is.
All I know...when I left him today I felt like a part of me is missing.
But on a brighter note...got some new pics of us today!!!! Definitly will post once I get back in Tally!!!

This boy...

-I love...like woah
-My bestest friend in the world
-Always there for me no matter what
-I will protect and defend him at all costs
-I miss him...so very much
-Good thing I have unlimited text because we text from the time we wake up until we go to sleep haha
-My heart aches when he is in pain
-He always makes me laugh and smile...all the time
-Everytime I'm with him I am ridiculously happy
-My respect for him grows everyday because of everything he's going through
-He's a Godly man whose love for Jesus amazes me
-Singing voice=AWESOMENESS...i want to marry it *swoons*
-I get lost in his eyes
-He cares for me so much...always tells me I'm beautiful and so special to him
-Are we dating??? no (i'm sure you were wondering :p)
-I'm completely myself and totally comfortable around him


but above all.....
-I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE HIM TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happiness

pics that make me smile

NEW BLOG!!

wooooo!!!!!!! completely redesigned my blog LOL took me FOREVER and I'll admit it got to where I want it partially by accident haha but I like it...nice and summery. yeah that's not a word I made it up :p LOL

so tell me what you think!!! :-) comments are always welcomed!

Twos..

hehe i liked this little blog challenge on 2peas!!!! Two of everything:

Two Names I Go by: LOL honestly too many...but my real name, Felicia...and um...most popular nickname?? that'd be Ish lol

Two Things I am Wearing Right Now: tshirt and shorts :-) still in my PJs haha gotta love it!!!

Two Things I Want (or have) in a Relationship: True love..the unconditional love!!! and of course Trust :-)

Two of My Favorite Things to do: SCRAPBOOKING!!!! lol ok that was a duh LOL and take pictures :-) another duh lol

Things I Want Very Badly At The Moment: ahhh my package I ordered from 2peas!!!! and I really REALLY want to see Josh. Ok so he's not a thing LOL but this is my blog and I say it counts :p

Two pets I have: Well..don't have them at the moment *tear* but I HAD a dog name Fidget and then my baby, Goober!!!!! I miss him like woah :-(

Two things I did last night: Worked on my sister's graduation present!! and of coursed I Pea'ed lol

Two things I ate today: Cereal...and well that's all I've had LOL but I'm drinking grape juice right now (yummy!!!)

Two people I just talked to last: Josh :-) of course and actually the other last person is my other friend Josh haha funny

Two Things I'm doing tomorrow: GOING HOME!!!!! :-D :-D :-D and going to my sister's IB graduation dinner thingy...whatev it's free food **big cheesy grin**

Two longest car rides: LOL um...to NYC on Choir Tour summer after I graduated high school OH! and the mission trip to Phoenix, AZ the summer after 8th grade year when I moved to TX and we had to drive across the ENTIRE state of TX!!! holy cow a bunch of nothingness LOL

Two Favorite Holidays: CHRISTMAS!!! and my birthday hehehe ok so technically it's not a holiday but it is in my mind!!!!

Two favorite beverages: MOUNTAIN DEW!!!!!!!! lol and Chocolate Milk :-) *sigh* makes me relax everytime

haha that was fun :-) I liked this challenge lol made me smile!!!

Emotions

Ok...so challenge on 2peas to list 10 emotions and a story to go with them...here I go :-\

1) Happy---because I got HAPPY MAIL today!! wooooooo thanks Michelle for the cute little flowers and tin!!!

2) Sad---my good friend Josh's grandmother died on Monday so he's dealing with all of that. More than anything I want to be there with him but I can't :-(

3) Mad---stupid people in this world GEES!!! why can't we all get along??? Josh's family (exluding his grandpa) wants nothing to do with him including his [ex]pastor (LONG story) and more than anything he needs his family during this time!!! GRRRRR!!!!

4) Excited--I'm going home this weekend AND I get to see Josh!!! yayyyy! ooo also Germany is coming up soon! WOOOOOOOO!!!!!

5) Frustrated---because I can't figure out what I want to eat and I'm HUNGRY!!!! lol

6) Loving---because everything Josh is going through I just want to take care of him so much! Ah gees I think it's in my blood to love him like woah :-)

7) Anxious---I have this huge album I'm doing for my sister graduating from high school and I'm wondering if I'm going to finish it in time :-\

8) Grateful--because my God is amazing and He has blessed me beyond all reason!!!

9) Surprised---right now I'm actually talking to my Amy!!!! I've missed her SOOOOOOO much!!!!!!! :-) She needs to stop working so much :-p someone go tell her!!! lol

10) Lonely---ok so not too badly LOL but school is out, I'm not seeing my friends that often...alot of times I'm home by myself. Although I'm scrapping it's cool but I do get a little stir crazy!!!!!

wow I got down 10!!! LOL so proud of myself :-)

New Addiction

**Sundresses**

totally love them
bought five last week
breezy
comfortable
cooler than other clothes
feminine and girly
I feel great in them
I WANT MORE!!!!!!!