*My Christmas List*

It's that time of year again!! Time to make the Christmas list for all the fam so I don't end up with weird oversized shirts or random misc things I'll never use in my life lol

Since I'm *GRADUATING* this year (WOOOOO!!!) alot of the things on my list are things I'll need for my apartment! :-) I have ZERO kitchen stuff hence why that's the main things I asked for lol

So I LOVE Pampered Chef! omg it is just AMAZING stuff!!! Check it out here if you don't know about it!! So these are the things I want from Pampered Chef:
1) Classic Scraper
2) Rectangle Stone
3) Tool Turn-About
4) Large Round Stone

and also I've been dying for a sewing machine and I found the perfect one I want!!! So yay for no more handstitching for hours on my scrapbooking layouts!! Also i want to start making my own clothes and do other creative things...oooo like quilts!!!!
Anyhoo it's a Brother XL2610 and it has so many adorable stitches!!! Here it is!

And now the other stuff on my list:
-Toaster *with FOUR slots please!!*
-Pots and Pans
-Silverware -forks, knives, spoons
-Dish towels/wash rags
-Plates *you can never go wrong with a solid color like white or a very pretty pale green*
-Glasses **key word is GLASSES...I can buy plastic cups on my own***
-cooking utinsels - measuring cups and bowls, stirring spoons, spatulas, sharp knives, all those lovely misc things
-If anyone would just like to supply me with paper towels or paper plates I will more than happily accept them :-)
-If Mema can find those amazing 300 count thread sheets on sale again those would be AWESOME.. you can never go wrong with white or cream colored
-MONEY *the green stuff...oh yes..*
-NO CLOTHES WHATSOEVER!!! the only thing is PJ pants and that's IT! NONE...ZIP...ZERO... NADA!!

So yeah we'll see what all kinds of goodies I get! I'm SO excited about getting my very own place all to myself!!! It's gonna be SO much fun to decorate! lol ideas are already popping into my head!!!

Only 47 more days!!!!!!

FRUSTRATED!

OMG I STILL HAVE NO INTERNET AT MY HOUSE!!!!!!!

I haven't had internet in my room for probably a month now but I have dealt with it by just going to the main computer in the house...


now EVERYTHING is down!!!!!!!!!

so frustrating :-(

I miss blogging...I miss editing and posting my pics :-(

I miss pea-ing...

I miss it all :-(

I will be back soon I promise!!!

Very Narrow

Life is full of decisions. Some easy, some hard.
Some happy.
Some painful.
Some sad.
Some bittersweet.

but decisions have to be made everyday.

I know this narrow path I have chosen is where God wants me to be. The only way I can be in God's perfect will and my relationship with God healthy is walking down this path.

But....I'm not gonna lie. Sometimes it hurts and sometimes I am sad. Looking back at pictures I sometimes miss the friends I had.
Tears.
Pain.
Longing.

Sometimes I want to quit. Sometimes I'm weary and tired of this constant fight. Alot of times my prayers are sent up to God with tears streaming down my face and my knees aching from kneeling before God's heavenly throne for so long.

Then that still quiet voice comes. The voice that speaks peace and comfort to my heart. The voice that dries away my tears and tells me everthing is going to be ok.
Jesus - my Savior, my best friend

"Come to me all who are weary and I will give you rest," Jesus whispers to me. My bible is tear stained but through his holy words he reminds me that "when I am weak, He is strong."

The path is narrow...but leads to life.

I choose this narrow way - and I'm just not able to turn back.

*Newness*

sooooooo.....

I'M GETTING A NEW PHONE!! WOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

but not just *any* phone...but the NEW Razor!!!!!!!!! wahoooo!!!!!! lol I'm TOTALLY excited considering the phone I have now is good, but it's the kind where you get free with the plan.

Oh...so a $300 phone...i got it for...wait for it......


$35!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so yeah I'm uber excited :-) I should be getting it between today and fridayyy!!!! CAN'T WAIT!!

here's a pic: