WHAM BAM!!

Yeah, so it's amazing how life throws things at you sometimes....lately I've been just softening to the idea of a relatioship again, but definitly not actively seeking. My parents always said that it will come when I least expect it...well it did! LOL Right now I'm basically in a relationship with one of my friends from back in TX...he's a Marine :-) He's such a sweetheart and I can't believe that someone so amazing like him would care about me so much! He loves everything I do from scrapbooking to being the complete insane person that I am LOL
It's just amazing...so unexpected...hit me so hard too! LOL It's amazing how he completely erases all other guys from my thoughts...I have no desire to be with any other guy which for me is a HUGE deal because although I've had my guys to choose from (not to sound arrogant at all...but I had alot of options) none of them appealed to me like he does. He tugs at my heartstrings and always makes me smile, laugh, and feel great about myself :-)
Although he's stationed in California, I know that we can make this work...it's gonna be hard, and we he's deployed to Iraq in February 2008 Walmart is gonna run out of tissues...but I know that he's worth this huge risk. 52 more days and counting until I see him!!! I'm flying to California to spend all of Spring break with him and i'm SO excited!!!!!
I can't wait to see what happens between us. I know that I could easily fall in love with him....yes it's scary as hell seeing my emotions being blown out of whack because of him. I'm normally very in control of them and now I find myself longing for him so much it hurts...having this big goofy grin on my face when I think about it...blush when people tease me about how happy I am :-) LOL
So yeah....definitly try and keep this updated about me and him :-) I know I've mentioned guys on here before, but I think this time it's the real deal :-) My parents support me and he treats me like his most priceless treasure :-)
So yeah...here's a pic of him:

**sigh** yeah he's a hottie...and he's ALL MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and no, Amy you cannot have him!!!! :-p LOL