Monday, March 12, 2007

Update

So yeah...it's been foreve r since I've updated this blog and omg the things that have happened since then!

So first of all this past week was spring break and I am SO not ready to come back to school!!!! Today everyone was like "ugh" LOL I spent the majority of my spring break visiting friends in Texas and I had SOOOOOOOOO much fun!!! I mainly went to go visit my very good friend, Tim...but more about him later...

I turned 21 on saturday!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! hahahahaha I had technically celebrated all week in TX *wink* but the actual day of my bday my family and I went out on the boat and docked at a restaurant and ate. Naturally I had my 1st *legal* alcoholic drink and here are the pics to document this momentus occcasion:

the waitress checking my id!!!


drinking my 1st drink!! It was a "Blue Crab" (kinda like a Long Island Tea)
















Ok...so now about Tim. A brief background: we dated back in 9th grade (haha yeah can't really count that now LOL) and he was definitly my first love. Between then and now (a total span of 7 years) we have been through every range of emotions from loving each other to down right hating each other...but for the past couple of years we have been really good friends. He knows me better than God (ha not really but definitly a close 2nd!!) and who I am today is mainly credited to him. He has taught me so much and has helped me grow immensley. He always has his ways of just knowing things LOL and although it has definitly pissed me off because he is NEVER wrong I have just come to accept it and be grateful for it. Everytime I have screwed up in my life he has been there to help pick of the pieces and put me back together.
---->Oh yeah...FYI he's in TX now while I'm here in FL<---

So this past summer we were talking alot and I was definitly falling for him again and I sensed he was too, but he said he can't handle the distance so that was that. Feelings pushed aside..move on with life.
Well during spring break I was with him ALL the time....and things definitly changed between us. He knew it and so did I but when I came home on Friday we refused to talk about it LOL kinda like the big elephant in the room when we talked :-\ my heart was aching for him as soon as I got home to Florida. I missed waking up in the morning and him being there...and I missed just being with him in general. We're so comfortable with each other and we just UNDERSTAND one another.
So finally on Saturday night i couldn't stand it anymore and I asked him what was going on between us...surprisingly he opened up and was honest with me about everything! He has NEVER been this open with me before....always the type of person where he guards his heart and doesn't really show people how he really feels. I felt like it was a huge breakthrough with him....I knew that he always trusted me but now he really showed it.
It's really complicated between us...it's hard to explain because alot of it is something only he and I will ever be able to understand. We're not together but just seeing where this goes. He is torn about this and so am I. I'll be graduating this December and you better believe I'll move to be close to him. I'm wanting to move anyway...it's all a matter of geography after that.
So bottom line: I'm rapidly falling in love with him all over again. I have honestly lost the desire to be with any guy and for me that is a HUGE deal lol...i'm normally the type to "keep my options open" if you know what I mean.
For the past few nights we've talked on the phone until 3am....just being silent on the phone with him is fine because I can tell we both cling to the fact that we are there via cell phone. I miss him so much...my heart longs to be with him. It feels so right for us to be together...we don't know exactly why it just does.
I guess we'll see where this goes. It may be complicated but one thing I am sure of: He's worth waiting for

Friday, February 09, 2007

I HAVE DIED AND GONE TO SCRAPBOOKING HEAVEN!

OMG can you die of happiness?!?!?!? LOL I just got my package in from my secret cupid today and I am IN LOVE!!! Everything is just incredible! Ah gees...who needs a guy when I have all of this?!?!?!?!??!? LOL

This is all I got:
an AMAZINGLY cute card!
a box she decorated with felt full of REESES PEANUT BUTTER HEARTS!!! :-)
3 "spare parts" letters by Paper Studio...in red, white, and black
Making Memorie's foam love 2 stamps :-D
Making Memories Love Value Pack chipboard shapes :-D :-D
DCWV sticker value pack
Me and My Big Idea Glitter letters in red and black stickers
Doodlebug Party Mix alphabet stickers
Pebbles Inc cardstock stickers
2 DCWV rub on stacks...one "friendship & love" and the other "expressions"
Me and My Big Idea bling hearts :-D
a plastic heart with Reeses Pieces in them :-D
a CUUUTTEEEEE little wooden purse/box thingy (don't know exactly what you would call it LOL) that I can decorate that was full of embellishments and containers :-D :-D :-D

THANKS CUPID!!! you're the bestest EVVEEERRRRR!!
here's a pic:

Sunday, January 28, 2007

CHA Spirit Day!

So today was CHA Spirit Day at the Pub on 2peas!! It was INSANE!!!!!!! LOL I felt like there was a challenge every second to do!! LOL Not only did I do as many challenges as I could, I challenged myself even more to do ALL digital layouts. Well, I got 7 LOs done tonight!!! :-) I was quite proud of myself...it covered 10 challenges! Unfortunately [so far] I haven't won any :-( but that's ok! the whole point was to SCRAP! and that's what I did :-D Yeah and I justified doing this instead of school work by saying i was "building my portfolio" LOL which i really was!!!!!!! but still I should have done school work :-(

oh well :-D LOL here are the LOs I did today!!!!!



















































































































Overall it was a GREAT day! and I think very productive!! :-)

Thursday, January 18, 2007

New Banner!

YAY FOR NEW BANNER!!!!!!!!!!!!! :-D I definitly like this one alot :-)

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

2peas Challenge -10 things I've done RIGHT

Haha so yeah this is a hard one, but SO good for me to do!!!!! So here we go:

10 things i've recently done RIGHT

1) all things Richard--LOL meaning encouraging him, being there for him, being patient and understanding with us being so far apart, telling him how much he means to me, etc
2) cleaned up my SB space :-)
3) Read the majority of my required reading for school (getting ANY done for the holidays was good enough LOL)
4) Went to Church on Sunday and tithed :-)
5) Helped a stranger jump off their car and didn't accept anything in return
6) Made sure to give my good friend my parking spot on campus when I left (trust me that's a HUGE deal because parking is a NIGHTMARE on campus LOL)
7) Made/making the bookmarks for all the girls at the women's retreat coming up this weekend (still have a little more work to do!)
8) said hello to my secret target every day since Sunday for our Secret Cupid swap on 2peas :-)
9) finished writing in all of my syllabuses (or is it syllabi? LOL) in my planner for school this semester.....basically I finally got organized LOL

ahhh one more!!!

10) been to ALL of my classes so far ON TIME!!!!!! LOL ok lame I know, but still!! This was kinda hard!!

hahahahaha ok there ya go :-) now that I feel better about myself OFF TO CLASS!!!!!!!!!!!!! :-)

Monday, January 15, 2007

Ugh...

So yeah...I talked to Richard tonight and now I'm scared to death. We talked about how this week is gonna be the true test to see if we can work a relationship out between us. The reason is because it's gonna be the 1st week where BOTH of us will be back to our regular schedules - him working and me going to school with my insane work load. We're both hoping we can do this, and we think we can...but this is the test.
I'm so scared....what if he changes his mind?!?!?!??!?!?! I mean I couldn't blame him...I could kind of tell that the wounds from his last relationship aren't fully healed yet. Ah gees....this part of the relationship is always bittersweet...it's exciting because of the new emotions and everything being new, but annoying at the same time because you're not sure of what the other person is thinking or how they react to things like you do when you've been with them for a long time.
AHHHHH

ok...deep breath ***breath in...breath out***

ah much better....I just need to get through this week...one day at a time...

1st Digi!!!

So yeah I bought a new the "sassy" digi kit by Rhonna Farrer (i hope i got her name right!!) LOL I think I did a pretty good job with it even though it took me 9382438492 tries to get what I wanted LOL Hopefully this is the 1st of many!!!!!!!
Here it is:























Yeah the journaling reads: I am writing this at the beginning of what I am hoping to be will be a wonderful relationship. I know that there are some people who probably think we're crazy to begin our relationship on opposite sides of the country and eventually the world. Yes it will be hard, and yes there will be moments that we will not want to deal with the other, but I know that we can do this. When you go off to Iraq I know that my heart will ache for your return constantly, but I know this is something you have to do...I miss you so much already and I can't wait to be in your arms. Neither one of us knows what the future may bring, but I am excited to see what happens. I am so lucky to have you in my life, and it feels so good to know that you feel the same way. Can't wait to see what tomorrow may bring! Love ya! Missing you always, Felicia

Sunday, January 14, 2007

First Political Blog

So normally I don't blog about the political issues that are going on in our country, but I have to get this out of my system.
I just got done watching 60 minutes where they were doing an interview with President Bush because of his latest plan that's going to send 21000 more troops to Iraq. Now this effects my personally because Richard's unit is now on standby. He was just told that on Thursday so now they have a mandatory meeting 1st thing Tuesday morning. We have no idea what that meeting is going to inform him about....I'm hoping they're going to say when he's going over. Since he's on standby he can go anytime this year--it could be next month or December...we don't know and it's killing me not knowing.
Ok, so back to this interview with Bush. I have always been supportive of Bush, but lately I'm realizing that it's so hard for me to form a solid black or white opinion about the war. For me, I understand that we cannot just get out of Iraq now without it falling apart and going back to the terrorist regime. I do agree with Bush that it WILL effect America if Iraq goes back to terrorism (uh...duh 9/11 is a great example how). We're in it now, so we're kinda stuck.
Now the twist in this is the fact that I'm now in a position where I'm having someone who I care about deeply going over there in harms way....so I have to keep myself from becoming insanely biased and also selfish in the fact that I'm so scared of losing him.
No, I don't want him to go over there. Who would?!?!?!?!? It's gonna be so hard when he leaves. I'm gonna be broke between sending him stuff and buying SB supplies to cheer me up LOL
Ok back to my political soap box---so basically I have no solid either/or opinion about the war. I don't think it's possible to back up one way or the other with solid evidence or reasoning. Yes, I want our troops to come home, but people do have to realize that if they go back to terrorist regime then America is in danger.

Ok...off my soap box...

Saturday, January 13, 2007

NEWNESS!!!

So yeah I was reading my February CK Magazine today and I found a new trick to use on Photoshop!!! It's for "glam" shots...LOVE LOVE LOVE!!! I've already messed around with several pics with them!! LOL Definitly gives a different mood to the picture. Here are my favorite ones: of course I had to do one of Richard :p LOL

and here's one of me...this is actually one I used on a LO for Richard....hopefully he'll like it!!!!!

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Spring Semester

Ok...so this semester has begun :-) and I'm taking SIX classes!!! eek!!! 18 hours here I come!!! LOL I think I'm on a suicide mission!!!!! hahahaha but it's all good :-) I know I can do this and to be honest I think I work better under pressure anyway. It's gonna be all about TIME MANAGEMENT!!!!!!! I must confess that it was a factor in wondering if Richard and I could have a relationship, but as long as I completely commit myself to school work during the day, by the time he gets off work (he'll be 3 hours behind me, so it'll be like 9pm for me) I can talk to him and not feel guilty about it :-) theoretically at least... LOL I just know I can't get the slightest bit behind or i'm SCREWED!!!!!
These classes are all in my major and 3000 and 4000 level classes (the highest for undergrad is 4000), but they are incredible classes and I'm excited to be taking them :-) Two of them are performance classes which, in a way, are like acting classes but with a twist. I'm greatly looking forward to learning in these two classes because I have performed as a muscian NUMEROUS times and in every way possible LOL but never sole acting...musical theater is the closest but music adds alot LOL
So yeah...I'm taking Persuasion, Gender Communication, Performance Studies, Multicultural Film (for my minor), Nonverbal, and Performance of Contemporary Literature
and yes I bought my books today so no more guilt-free lounging or scrapbooking for me *sigh* I'm REALLY wanting to make all As this semester so it'll definitly be tough and I'll probably want to bang my head against the wall on occasion LOL but I can do this :-)
WISH ME LUCK!!!!!! :-D

WHAM BAM!!

Yeah, so it's amazing how life throws things at you sometimes....lately I've been just softening to the idea of a relatioship again, but definitly not actively seeking. My parents always said that it will come when I least expect it...well it did! LOL Right now I'm basically in a relationship with one of my friends from back in TX...he's a Marine :-) He's such a sweetheart and I can't believe that someone so amazing like him would care about me so much! He loves everything I do from scrapbooking to being the complete insane person that I am LOL
It's just amazing...so unexpected...hit me so hard too! LOL It's amazing how he completely erases all other guys from my thoughts...I have no desire to be with any other guy which for me is a HUGE deal because although I've had my guys to choose from (not to sound arrogant at all...but I had alot of options) none of them appealed to me like he does. He tugs at my heartstrings and always makes me smile, laugh, and feel great about myself :-)
Although he's stationed in California, I know that we can make this work...it's gonna be hard, and we he's deployed to Iraq in February 2008 Walmart is gonna run out of tissues...but I know that he's worth this huge risk. 52 more days and counting until I see him!!! I'm flying to California to spend all of Spring break with him and i'm SO excited!!!!!
I can't wait to see what happens between us. I know that I could easily fall in love with him....yes it's scary as hell seeing my emotions being blown out of whack because of him. I'm normally very in control of them and now I find myself longing for him so much it hurts...having this big goofy grin on my face when I think about it...blush when people tease me about how happy I am :-) LOL
So yeah....definitly try and keep this updated about me and him :-) I know I've mentioned guys on here before, but I think this time it's the real deal :-) My parents support me and he treats me like his most priceless treasure :-)
So yeah...here's a pic of him:


**sigh** yeah he's a hottie...and he's ALL MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and no, Amy you cannot have him!!!! :-p LOL

A Little Survey

A - Available or single: haha i'm definitly not available...but I'm basically not single either ;-)
B - Best Friend: aww my baby, Richard :-) and my AMY!!! and Audrey, Ashley, and Laurence
C - Cake or Pie: oooo my grandmother's Butter Pecan Cake is THE BEST!!!
D - Drink of choice: Chocolate Milk :-) or do they mean alcoholic?? LOL then that would be Smirnoff Ice!!! hehehehehe
E - Essential item you use everyday: My Ipod and Phone!!!
F - Favorite color: lately it's kinda been lavendar...but I love to wear pink :-)
G - Gummy Bears or worms: Gummies!!! Definitly got addicted to those in Germany LOL
H - Hometown: uh...Florida is my home state LOL i don't have a hometown
I - Indulgence: OMG Scrapbook stuff by far....oreos and milk, chocolate milk...my bf :-) LOL
J - January or February: February because of V-DAY!! and it's closer to my bday LOL
K - Kids & Names: no kids and depending on who I marry and their last name depends on their names LOL
L - Life is Incomplete Without? God...and scrapbooking LOL
M - Marriage Date: well not married yet LOL and I've never had a "Dream date" for my wedding...although I think a Christmas wedding would be GORGEOUS
N - Number of Siblings: 2...one sister and one brother...i'm the oldest :-D
O - Oranges or Apples: I like both...but green apples are the best :-)
P - Phobias or Fears: as of right now losing Richard--he's a Marine...enough said
Q - Fave Quote: oh gees I have 3 "Creativity is allowing yourself to make mistakes. Art is knowing which ones to keep." and "Confidence is the sexiest thing a woman can have. It's much sexier than any body part." and "Relax! God is in charge"
R - Reason to Smile: awww :-) I'm smiling right now thinking of him.....and of course all my wonderful friends and family!!!!
S - Season: the fall...it'd be great if FL actually HAD one :-p
T - Tag 3 or 4 people: um...I dunno LOL the ones I can tag have already done this!!!
U - Unknown Fact about Me: um....I try to booty dance in my room by myself sometimes :-\ LOL
V - Vegetable You Don't Like: celery...yuck!
W - Worst Habit: putting things off until the last minute :-(
X - Xrays: never had one
Y - Your Fave Food: mmmmm hamburgers :-D lol
Z - Zodiac Sign: Pisces :-)

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

School and "love"...a wonderful combination :-\

Ok so today I gave me persuasive speech. WHEW!! i am sooo glad that's over and done with!!! I came home and CRASHED!! I was soo tired of staying up really late the past 2 nights and then getting up really early to either practice or work on my speech. The class/audience seemed to really enjoy it :-) And I talked to my TA afterwards and she said I did a really good job!!! YAY!!!!!

Oh yeah...I got my argumentation exam back yesterday and I got a 45 our of 50!!!!!!! AN A!!!! I was sooooooo HAPPY!!! :-) Hopefully I'll be able to get an A in the class! :-)

alright so today was interesting because Josh and I talked for a little while---about the potential of having a relationship. Granted it would NOT be right now...but I did find out that he does see me as a potential gf....SCARY!!! I really didn't know what to think. Halloween will be a year since my fiance and I broke up and I'm JUST NOW starting to soften up to the mere IDEA of a relationship! I am very fond of Josh and we're great friends. It seems like we feel the same way: it's a possibility but we're enjoying being single right now. So we'll see how that goes!!!!!!! Yeah here's a pic of me and him that i'm in LOVE with!!!



cute huh?? love how he's got that "yeah i'm cool" smirk LOL

SO yeah...now that I don't have to work on my speech it's all SCRAPPING tonight!!! WOO HOO!!!! sooo excited :-)

Sunday, October 22, 2006

For Amy...

Ok so I've been told by great friend, amy, that I need to blog. I do admit I have been slacking lately :-\ SOOOO off we go:

***had a run-in with my local scrapbook store (wrote a huge thread about it on 2peas and it had 14000 views in 3 days...yeah...) so therefore I will never step foot in that place again. In Amy's words "I will shoot myself with paint and ink before I EVER step place in there again" ah yes...i do love her very much
***Josh, Mat, and Josh's friend Charity surprised me this weekend by coming on Friday instead of Saturday for the game. We had a BLAST!!! I haven't that much in about 2 months...we won't go into details on what happened {{{wink}}} hehehehe
***Although my Noles lost yesterday to Boston College it was still one of the best games I've seen in a long time. I still <3>
***School's going well...I have a persuasive speech coming up soon that I need to prepare for...but I wanna scrap....hmm...this could be potentially problematic...
***I'm applying for my first Design Team EVER - KMA design team. WISH ME LUCK!! i really really REALLY want to make it mainly because it would be AWESOME to have free\discount scrap stuff, but also because it would just be SO much fun!!! and a great resume booster
***speaking of resume, I found out I can graduate in December '07!! EEK!!! soo soon...am I ready for the "real" world??? So basically i'm researching jobs dealing with scrapbooking and also customer service...I like to know my options :-)

So bottom line, life's goin great :-) Just loving being young and in college!!! WOO HOO!!!! I'll try and keep this more up-to-date from now on :-p

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Inspiration

So today I got the Creating Keepsakes Hall of Fame 2006 issue. I am IN LOVE!!!! It's absolutley AMAZING! My brain is on creative overload though LOL these ladies are just SO talented!!!
My favorite is definitly Brittany Laakkonen. She totally inspires me I think because alot of her pics are portraits which are my FAVORITE to do!!! Also she's freakin 16 years old!!! I've always thought I'm not that good because of my age, but now I definitly think differently!!!!
Anyway...after seeing all of this talent in one place I got inspired to do an "artistic" portrait photo of myself using Photoshop. I was quite pleased with it :-) can't wait to get some ink for my printer so I can print it out and do a LO with it!!!!!
Well...other than that I spent $50 on SB supplies online today LOL so I'm EXCITED when they come in!!!!!!!!! :-)
Ok...here's the pic:

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Dinner and a Show

So tonight my roommates and I had our first sit-down dinner together LOL finally after a month of being here!!!! I love my roomies to death!! We had sooo much fun!!! Of course I had to take pics :-D LOL While eating dinner we watched the season premier of Law and Order: SVU that Tracie had taped last night because we're HUGE fans of it!!!!!!! I had alot of fun and it was good to spend time with my awesome roomies considering we're all SO busy!!! Here are the pics:





the "official" first dinner pic :-)

The obligatory silly pic LOL I love these girls!!!

Yeah Traci kept trying to keep the lighter lit but Jessica and Brandi kept blowing it out!!!! LOL

um..."would you light my candle"?!?!?!??!?!??!? LOL

So overall we had fun :-) It was a great bonding experience!!! I LOVE THESE GIRLS!!!!!

Sunday, September 17, 2006

Clemson vs. FSU

Well this weekend was the Clemson vs. FSU football game...otherwise known as the Bowden Bowl because FSU's head coach, BOBBY BOWDEN (the best coach evvveerrrr) has a son who is the coach at Clemson. So this is a pretty big game soley for that reason. This was also my 1st home game of the season so I was SOOO excited!!! I'm not gonna lie...my Noles rock my socks :-) Going to football games is just another reason why i LOVE this school!!!! FSU is just awesome. The game was going pretty bad until the 2nd half, then it got REALLY good!!!!! Unfortunatley not good enough :-( we lost in the last 8 SECONDS of the game!!!!!! Our 1st loss of the season *tear*
but other than that I had a great time. I had 5th row seats in the student section, but me and my friend, Bethany, were able to end up on the SECOND ROW!!!!!!! AWESOME!!!!!! My entire family was at the game along with 2 of my friends (sitting in other places though) so it was good to see all of them...but they called me and said that I was on the "fan cam" during the game LOL which means I was on the big screen at the game yelling my butt off for my Noles!!!!!! :-) LOL so that was fun!
Although we lost, it was good seeing my friends and watching my Noles!!!! Here are some pics:



Me and Bethany at the stadium!!

YAY NOLES!!!!!!

Kickoff!! With Chief Osceola and Renegade RIGHT IN FRONT OF US!!!

yeah this is how close we were!!!!

cheering on our Noles!!!

yeah...we definitly learned to NOT have a random drunk person take our pic :-( but you at least get the idea of how close we were!!!!

Saturday, September 09, 2006

September Exhausts Challenge, SB buys, and other random things

OK, so on 2Peas I've joined the "exhaust your stash" challenge. In this we don't buy scrapping supplies for all of september (or technically you can, but layouts used with the new stuff doesn't count...but the point is to use what you already have!!!). Hopefully this will get me motivated to do my LOs ESPECIALLY start on my Germany scrapbook!!!! SOOO many pictures to get done!!!!! whoever makes the most LOs gets a prize at the end of the month! My friend, Amy, won for August and I'm SO jealous of everything she got!!! :-p LOL so hopefully I can beat her this month!! HA HA....(love you girl!!!!)
But bottom line: I've been stuck in a rut for the past few months on being creative so hopefully this will be good motivation!!!!!!!!!!!

On another note, I've subscribed to the Jenni Bowlin monthly kit! So hopefully I'll be getting that soon!!!! It looks SOOOOOOOOOOO cute!!!! I also bought a cute tote bag that says "Croppin Angels" and it's got 3 girls on it posed as Charlie's Angels but with scissors, glue, and paper (or something like that LOL). It's SOOO cute and I can't WAIT to get it next week!!!! I'll post pics up when I get it! YAYNESS!!!

So last week FSU beat MIAMI!!! YEAHHHH!!! It was SOO much fun! I wasn't at the game because it was in Miami but being with fellow students and fans was just as fun! After we won there was a huge group that all went out to the parking lot and we were screaming, cheering, singing the fight song, doing the war chant...

I heart FSU alot

we also beat Troy State today! YAY! So far we're undefeated!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Noles totally rock my socks :-)

Friday, August 18, 2006

Fairy Tales?? I don't think so

Ok so a few weeks ago I talked about how I thought I was falling in love with my best friend...well that has changed. I have a new guy in my life (and he DOESN'T live 600 miles away thank God!) I met him at work. It's one of those things where from the beginning we hit it off GREAT. He makes me laugh and we have SO much fun together. It just feels right, ya know? Also he treats me like a QUEEN! I have NEVER been treated as well as he treats me. There isn't a minute that goes by when we're together or even talking on the phone that he doesn't compliment me in some way...and he ALWAYS tells me how gorgeous I am even after I've worked for 16 hours and am looking like I have been run over by a truck :-\ LOL
So it sounds like life's goin great, right??? Well...WRONG. Although we are SO happy together and I finally feel like I've found someone who I could see myself falling in love with, it naturally is not that easy. He met my parents a couple of weeks ago and even though they said they were REALLY impressed with him there was just one problem......he's mixed-black and white.
Now first and foremost, my parents are not racist. It's one of those things like "we're happy for you, just not for my daughter." Yes I knew he was mixed, and although I am NOT attracted to black men, he looks white...and on top of that he treats me AMAZINGLY well.
So basically although my parents and I have no had a HUGE fight about it they know I disagree with them. I've been in a relationship before where I did not have my parents blessings AT ALL and believe me I don't wanna go through that again. So this time we've just talked it out which is a nice change. It's good to sit down with my parents and have an "adult" conversation with them. My dad has told me that he is struggling with this alot....but still they have a HUGE problem with letting me date him.
Yes, Lee and I are very serious and we're basically bf and gf now. To make things easier on my parents I've told them that we're just friends but they know that we like each other alot. It's just really hard because I don't want to go behind my parents back but I can't help but disagree with them. How is it that I have been raised by them but on so many things I disagree with them on? I feel horrible because it's not like I'm doing it on purpose just for the sake of rebelling.

I just want my fairy tale ending, but it's discouraging because although I feel like I have found my Prince Charming, without my parent's blessings it just won't feel like a fairy tale.

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Secret Sister Gift #1

OMG!!! I just got in the mail my first SSS gift!!!!!! For those of you who don't know I'm in this AWESOME 20s, no kids, scrapbooking group on 2Peas called Sassy Secret Sisters. We each have a secret sister and for the 1st gift it's supposed to be between $5-10 :-) Well I just got mine in the mail and I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!! OMG she did SO well! It's just my style and i LOVE the mini-book!! I was looking at buying one just yesterday and I'm glad I didn't!!!! THANKS SSS!!!!!
Here's a pic: